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Dissecting The
Western Woman Artist;
An Artist's Dialogue
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by
Amy E. Fraser
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Chapter 7
Intestines
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The
Primordial Being
After inspection
of the chest organs, the internal examination moves down to
the abdomen. The abdomen is opened further by dissecting the
abdominal muscle away from the bottom of the rib cage and diaphragm.
The flaps of the abdominal wall fall off to either side, and
the abdominal organs are exposed.
The first dissection in the abdomen is done to free up the intestines.
The intestines are stripped away from the mesentery and opened
over a sink of running water, in order for the feces and undigested
food to flow out. This step is unpleasant because the intestinal
contents are extremely malodorous. However, this process is
necessary because the intestines contain important information
relating to the cause of Amy E. Fraser's art.
Autopsy
revealed that the subject's intestines embody the basic nature
of woman, instincts, intuition and unconscious. The intestines
relate to the primordial instincts, intuition and the unconscious
because of Western Culture's perception of 'guts'. This core
element is also referred to as the drive, energy, sexuality,
the ID, the Self, the medial-fundamental-typical nature of woman.
An individual who has 'guts' is seen to possess qualities such
as bravery, courage, fortitude, daring, nerve and determination.
The intestines are also where we feel our greatest fears. The
serpent-like intestines are the forgotten and reptilian aspect
of our bodies. Our instincts, particularly our primordial ones,
require a dark and hidden place in which to reside because they
have not evolved much since humans first crawled out of the
primordial muck.
Biological
Aspects
Instincts are basic
to survival. They include impulses and can serve as an instigation
to action. Instincts control our most important actions, urging
us to run and hide or to stand and fight. Instincts are tactic,
durable, resilient and mysterious. To feel something in one's
gut is to know something instinctually. Many depend on their
gut feeling in order to make important decisions while others
feel that acting on instinct breaks all rational law.
Allegorical Considerations
in Relation to The Intestines
Our intestines
eliminate the residues of digestion in the same way trusting
one's gut instinct or intuition can eliminate falsehoods.
The intestines assist us in determining truth and fact from
intellectually imposed fictions. Instincts give us a natural
intuitive power and a way to directly perceive truth, independent
of any rational reasoning process. A woman's gut instinct
or intuition is her inner vision, composed of inner seeing,
inner hearing, inner sensing and inner knowing. It is her
shrewd and precognitive animal consciousness.
If the unconscious is located in the intestines, our culture's
definition of 'guts' is apt. It takes bravery and courage
to accept the darker part of ourselves. Life's negative
experiences and regular anxieties can have a disturbing
effect on the unconscious. These anxieties lurk on the threshold
of consciousness, growing more powerful as they feed on
our fears. To confront them takes nerve and determination,
but, they must be faced, fought and vanquished. Secrets
of the unconscious are not easily won. Acquiring wisdom
requires fortitude. Through this battle, we learn to make
the best of what we are made of, our 'guts'.
If I believe that the instincts and unconscious aspects
of the body are so positive, why do I locate them in the
dark, malodorous interior of the intestines? I chose to
house the unconscious/instincts/intuition in this less glamorous
area of human anatomy because, instinctively, the unconscious
is where humans choose to hide much that is displeasing,
distasteful and unadmirable. Like the image of the intestines,
the unconscious is most often visualized as a long dark
tunnel. It is believed that the pathway to this underworld
is a long and lonely place of decent, a place most prefer
not to see. The 'tunnel' contains many of the characteristics
that we think or wish were not part of our personality.
Impulses or instincts can be vulgar, uncivilized and completely
illogical. The intestines, unconscious and instincts are
not easily controlled; they act with a will and purpose
beyond conscious force. The unconscious has been described
throughout the ages as hell, the underworld, the primordial
self or in more recent times, as Alice In Wonderland's rabbit
hole.
Learning To Trust
The Primordial Being Within
Learning to
trust our instincts and acknowledging their power can
provide the courage to accept life's challenges. They
are the elemental forces within ourselves, our inner sources
of energy, honesty and self respect. Submitting to these
forces enables us to see ourselves as we truly are. From
this vantage point, we can obtain a true and unbiased
view of the world around us.
Stressing our own animality is one way of seeing what
is instinctual, physical, and material about being human.
Attempting to understand our primal instinctual urges
is a move back to basics and away from imagining ourselves
as intellectual machines. Many lose touch with what it
is to be human when they imitate machines and model themselves
on that which is not alive. Some argue that when women
imagine themselves as controlled or directed by entities
outside of their bodies, they distort the world and dehumanize
themselves.
Jung's Theory
Jung speculated
that instincts derived from the psychoid unconscious.
He believed that the unconscious contains many ancient
and archaic elements, much more primitive than the
more recently evolved conscious/scientific mind. Jung
suggested that the unconscious contains a very ancient
psychic dimension, the contents of which form the
core of what he referred to as the 'collective unconscious'.
The collective unconscious is the common and inherited
sub-stratum of the human psyche. According to Jung's
theory, if we continue to descend into our unconscious,
we would soon enter a level of the mind where the
personal layer ends. There, we would discover the
residues of ancestral life, the earliest of all memories
and the most profound experiences of our ancient ancestors
[Joseph, P.17].
Jung never actually stated where he believed these
instincts and collective unconscious reside. He simply
postulated that the collective unconscious was a place
where the biological and the psychological might mingle
and influence one another. According to Jung, the
collective unconscious is an aspect of the mind that
functions in harmony with inherited tendencies to
respond to certain experiences with emotional, spiritual,
mythical, or religious feelings, images, thoughts,
and ideas. Collectively, these primordial feelings
and images are called archetypes. Jung believed these
archetypes are encountered in dreams and mythology
and can also ascend into consciousness through the
creation of art.
In my view, there has to be some truth to Jung's theory.
How else to explain the ancient and universal attraction
to certain symbols and shapes? In every culture, people
have created similar icons, unaware of the identical
images created by different, unrelated cultures. These
shapes include the spiral, circle, square, star, triangle,
diamond, cross and many other basic shapes that we
generally take for granted. Wells, trees and standing
stones have been universally recognized as symbols
of pagan worship. Motifs like the egg, pods, seeds,
roots, holes and the moon are universally associated
with women. Images are the universal language. The
closer one can come to visually interpreting the visceral,
unconscious and instinctual realm, the more direct
the artist's message.
Redefining
Western Femininity
If Western culture
were to base it's definition of femininity on my conceptualization
of the intestines, then Western woman could respectfully
rely on the power of her instincts, intuition and
unconscious without forfeiting the power of her intellect,
spirit or ability to rationalize. If our society could
change its negative views on embodiment, woman could
more openly celebrate her visceral connection to the
earth, nature and the ancient archetypal symbols.
Jung's theories about archetypal images illustrate
the importance of womens' long-standing relationship
to nature. Fear of womens' powerful pagan connections
to the earth has resulted in derogatory views and
has been detrimental to womankind since the beginning
of Christianity.
For woman to embody the virtues of nature is to be
empowered. Nature and our base instincts are the oldest
and most primal of beings, they are what we can rely
on when articulation and intellect fail. As the most
ancient of entities, these possess a strength, dignity,
integrity and beauty that is beyond conscious human
comprehension. The woman and nature connection surpasses
intellectual explanation. The primitive and ancestral
images provide a direct and immediate means of expression.
My works challenge traditional Western views and redefine
the concept of femininity to encompass a more positive
definition of woman, her intestines, archetypes and
nature.
Psychoanalyzing
Art
Interpreting art
derived from this woman/nature/symbolic level is a
difficult task. Because psychoanalytic art criticism
reduces art to its subject matter, many fear that
it interprets away specifities of form, technique
or medium to get to psychological themes, which are
then most often interpreted, minimized or dismissed
as sexual. Sometimes this process of evaluation destroys
the credibility of the work and the artist's intended
message. Often the psychoanalytic conclusions are
erroneous and disrespectful. The interpretations are
not necessarily inherent in the painting but happens
when the artist's intimate creative expression is
translated or reduced into mere words. The intent
of the piece is often demeaned, reduced or even lost
by being spoken.
Aesthetic values are taught. Western culture teaches
that the proper way to enjoy art is to enjoy it's
formal and technical qualities, however, our instinct,
intuition and unconscious resists that 'civilizing'
education and responds to subject matter. Art is about
attraction, not necessarily sexual. An intuitive attraction
to subject matter can be inhibited and forbidden by
such civilized education. The subject matter does
not have to be about some experience of sexuality,
however, because we experience the subject matter
as forbidden and embarrassing, it causes us to feel
as though the attraction were sexual.
The greatest creations are still unresolved riddles
to our conscious civilized understanding. Great works
of art are always a challenge to the legitimacy of
authority. A great image changes the viewer and takes
him/her beyond the conscious self. It puts the viewer
into a state of unconscious passivity that is seen
as a violation of the conscious body, a permeation
of the self. This aspect of art is believed to be
something dangerous and threatening and at the same
time pleasurable.
A work of art, like instincts, has the desire for,
but resistance to, logical meaning. Paintings pass
beyond the realm of words and language, the symbol
system of the conscious mind. The desire to analyze
and interpret the works evolves out of our struggle
to understand what moves us. The questions raised
are disturbingly intimate. The artist's desire to
create a wordless message can be seen as an act of
rebellion against civilized society.
Certain psychoanalyst's feel that choices within art
originate from an individual's desire to satiate unfulfilled
wishes. They feel that wants and needs are acted out
through our artistic mediums and are therefore consciously
gratified. Some, in line with Jung, feel that the
choices of color, symbolism and concepts are based
on primitive instincts derived from the 'collective
unconscious'. Others believe the images created are
a result of the release of repressed memories from
childhood or other traumatizing events.
The
Intestines In Relation To My Own Art
The belief that
artists act out unfulfilled wishes in their works
is true, in my own experience. I believe the unconscious
allows access to the hidden content of our experiences.
Through painting I am able release the emotions and
thoughts I may not consciously allow myself to recognize.
Instincts provide us with a more profound knowledge
about the world than conscious thought. Which, in
my opinion, relies too heavily on surface appearances
and the expected. The unconscious, instinctual aspect
of our body transcends intellect and understands everything
on a deeper, more primordial, clearly basic level.
On a conscious level, the aim of my work is to express
the spirit of women overcoming difficulties. The intention
is to illustrate and explore the positive forces of
female nature. The images are a combination of intellect
and instinct, they are meant to be raw, base, explicit
and expressive. I want the viewer to react. It is
important to evoke a strong emotional response from
my viewers. I want the female viewer to walk away
from the experience feeling empowered.
Much of my art is about seeing and confronting inner
fears. The works are created out of the desire to
release the emotions and memories within. I use the
act of creation as therapy and a way to visualize
my unconscious thought. The process of painting serves
to integrate the repressed aspects of my personality
into the surface persona, creating a unity that keeps
me balanced and sane.
The choice of subject matter in my work is a result
of my life experience and knowledge I have gained
both mentally and physically. My primary focus is
a combination of women, nature, anger, pain, life,
death and rebirth because that is the subject matter
I know most intimately. The colors I use evolve out
of mood or unconscious attraction more than from a
conscious or intellectual decision. I believe every
artist has a signature pallet based on their personality,
gender, culture and individual life experience. Sometimes
a concept will lead to a color and conversely a color
can lead to an image. Generally, colors, textures,
mediums and subject matter grow and change as the
artist develops.
The symbols, body parts, animals and patterns I use
all have multiple meanings and different levels of
significance to each work. Often, my attraction or
reasoning behind the use of these elements, colors
and archetypes in my work is beyond my ability to
explain in words. I rely on the image to relay my
message. Unfortunately, for those who ask, I cannot
be more concrete and specific about my process of
creation, as I consider it against everything I believe
to limit the powers of the unconscious by describing
it in words. Like those who have religious faith,
I allow myself to trust and have complete faith in
that which I cannot define. I believe in the powers
vested in the intestines.
Ultimately there is no science to the decisions in
my work. I do not view these choices as a commercial
artist or interior designer might. I am not trying
to target a market, create an ambiance, or sell decorator
art. What I do in my work is primarily for me and
those who choose to understand and relate to it. What
I do is express myself. To do so successfully, I rely
on a combination of my spirit, instincts, intuition,
emotions, sexuality and intellect. My art is multidimensional
and created from all aspects of my embodiment.
Intestines
Symbolized
The serpent
symbolizes many of the concepts I have vested into
the intestines. I chose the serpent because she
is also believed to be uncivilized and prefers to
live in dark, damp places. Her image lurks in our
subconscious and triggers a deep instinctual response.
In many paintings seen on AmyEFraser.com, it appears
as though the intestines came to life and separate
from the figure in the form of a serpent. The long,
strong muscular form acts as an extension of the
revitalized feminine persona.
The serpent is a positive symbol for women because
its ancient archetypal image has long been associated
with powerful Queens, Chieftains, Priestesses and
the Greek Goddess Athena (goddess of wisdom and
war). Like the image of these strong women, the
serpent is as graceful she is deadly. The serpent's
primordial form invokes fear, fascination and excitement.
Similar to my definition of the intestines, the
serpent has traditionally represented the unconscious,
instincts, inner knowledge, feminine sexuality and
intuition. The serpent is also seen as the guide
to the underworld. In many cultures, the serpent
is recognized as the actual force behind creation,
the first Great Mother. In all mythological language,
the serpent is a symbol of immortality; she is the
primordial instincts, continuous and unchanging.
Art's
Greater Purpose
Beyond my
need for art as a refuge and means of meditation,
I believe it serves a greater purpose. I think sharing
one's inner suffering in a non verbal fashion helps
to connect with others on a deeper level. Some experiences
cannot and perhaps should not be verbally articulated.
My work provides proof of this woman's pain as well
as her strength, power and intelligence.
Unveiling one's work is both frightening and exhilarating.
To share these pieces that evolved from my unconscious
takes great courage and determination. It is a forbidden
act of mental exhibition, the naked truth of one's
deepest secrets and fears revealed. To view an honest
portrayal of one's unconscious is to participate in,
as well as gain knowledge from, the experience.
In reestablishing a lost contact with the unconscious,
the artist creates from the position of medium or
seer. Re-envisioning our primal memories of mythic
places, ancient symbolism and human-animal-plant hybrids
increases the possibility of communicating directly
with the viewer at a more primitive, visceral and
sincere level.
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